Last week was very up and down for me. One minute I was on top of the world and knew without a shadow of a doubt that I would be published and then the next I was so depressed believing everything I've ever written was total rubbish and no wonder I was never going to get published. Luckily I have now evened out and am still pushing myself to do better and keep writing. It has been and will be a long hard slog but I am determined to get there because it's all I ever want to do.